I am so very sorry for your loss. Please know that you were a wonderful son to her. We should all be so lucky to have loved ones like you in our lives. Again, so sorry. Do take care.
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Thank you everyone for your kind words it’s definitely been an interesting transition I’m super grateful for Amber I don’t know if I’d have made it, I don’t wish what I seen her go threw on anyone the “Death Rattle” is one of the most Gruesome sounds you can hear, and feel so helpless that you can’t really do anything to help…… she was Cremated today not gonna lie that was a tough one. It was what she wanted and I respected it and in the end Promises made promises kept and best of all she actually got to see me SOBER and living life to the fullest , while I wish we had more time I also know she was miserable as anyone would be in her circumstance she fought 4 DIFFERENT Cancers in 3.5 years before she couldn’t fight anymore so at this point it would be selfish to look at it any other way. Atleast from my perspective all I know is this was a wake up call if you don’t have your affairs in order you should get it done bc my ma procrastinated and now it’s on me ….im grateful for everything I learned from her and all the time I did have these last five years
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We will always be here for you bro! We love ya!
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Still have stuff going on here supposed to pick up Mas ashes but as of this moment I’m about a Grand short… but I will figure it out I always do one way or another, I did finally get some Good news I was (after four an a half years of fighting) finally found 100% disabled which WILL help but as we all know the government takes their time… anywho I got some pics here of the 5x5 an we’re about 29 days into flower
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im looking forward to following with your grow. Best of luck
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Blueberry Cherry by exotic & My mom & Step dad although I am taking some out of hers and I’m gonna get her made into a Bong/Bowl haven’t fully decided yet
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So this last Tuesday I was working in the yard and ended up loping off a couple of finger tips in the process 0 out of 10 do not recommend
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I was wondering when you were going to bring up that point! Lolol
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Holy shit man are you ok? And how much finger we talking here.
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Sorry to hear @HostileHippie420 , hope you have a quick recovery.
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Well from my top knuckle on my middle finger up is gone an they reattached the ring finger went in today and got a new dressing it wasn’t easy the gauze an my skin were growing together it was not fun at all , and you know I’m clean an sober so I haven’t taken one pain med beside Tylenol and ibuprofen it just sucks I was working under the table bc social security was supposed to come and I’ve yet to get that supposedly on the 27th I’ll at minimum get my first check , shit has been Insane in 2025! I have pictures of it all but they are not for the week lol 
I’ve had several people say oh I love that shit an then they get the picture an are like oh shit 
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Show em to prey. He loves that gnar! Lol I am glad you are safe. Sorry to hear though yo.
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Thats pretty bad yo! Owwwwwww what in thee fuck did you do that with! Mower blade? Holy shit man im so curious now!
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Wow that atf is hard as hell to find nowa days. Good thing i have lots of the seed! If anyone wants any i have them.
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Bro the craziest part is I actually let go of the safety bar on my push mower it shut off but apparently was still spinning bc my pointer an pinky caught the edge of the top part of the mower an just those two fingers got hit buttt here’s my glove I had on to top it off it’s all THINGS I KNOW BETTER and moving TO FAST trying to get shit done ….
That atf is like NO other she is a BEASTTTT
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