tenga girl i have been thinking of you. i hope your journey is going better than you expected. you helped me when i needed someone and i want to help you. i am praying to the universe that you will be ok. fight hard mama! kick that cancer. your friend.
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Thanks Trish! @pptrsha1
I have missed u and my other GN friends!!
Sir Slymy. . My dude, 
, missed u buddy.
Happy Man (with the happy hands), Preybird, Pants, CDub, Flasher, Mr Farts, Mark, nacho cheese, kdawg, FirstTime . . . I canāt go on, sorry!!
Iām foggy brained from chemo and I know Iāll leave out names and then kick myself. . .Loco? See what I mean. Thatās my disclaimer, pls donāt let it hurt ur feelings!
Anyway, I finished cancer treatment and came home to a big fat mess! My garden was overrun with weeds! There was a hurricane in there too. When the soil was saturated with water, several of my plants tipped over, the cassava yuca, etc. No cannabis plants, I had chopped them and tossed them. That was unfortunate, but thereās always the next grow, right?
Anyway, Slymy was right. He let u guys know I had surgery a few days after my last radiation treatment. Had my gallbladder removed. The surgeon said that āchemo stirs things upā. So I think he meant it made my gall bladder get worse.
When ur immune system is at rock bottom, thatās not a great time to have surgery. But it was necessary. But wow, what a shock. The aftermath was excruciating, not what I was expecting at all. I mean, usually people have gall bladders removed as an outpatient. Laparoscopy makes healing so much easier.
But in my case, I was on Dilaudid around the clock for three days. Then came home on hydrocodone. ( Im not a fan of pain!)
Fatigue is a ālong term side effectā of radiation. So Iām still wiped out. Itās just gonna take time, and Iām not the worldās most patient person, lol!! As Iām tapping my foot and getting hinky!!
But all considered, is it worth it when treatment is killing cancer and saving ur life?? Duh, yes!!
So thatās where I am. I figure my next seed drop will be in the Spring. I wonāt drop seeds till I can care for the plants.
I hope u guys are all well and kicking ass with ur grows!!
I read Trishās thread, then HMs, and it just felt so excellent to be back!!
Personally I think everybodyās life is better if they get a dose of Loco everyday!!!
Ok, later guys! My love and friendship to u!!
and my butt!!! 
Lol, owwwww
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i have sooo much to tell you when you are kicking ass again! we gonna grow some big old plants again yayyy!!!
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Ohhh, I canāt wait to get caught up!!!
Fosho!
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Well I have a few months to think about it, but I canāt help mulling over my Spring growās lineup.
Iām about ready to bust out into naked cartwheels at the thought of growing Monkey Slapz!!! 
Woop Woop!! @PreyBird1
Preybird, ty so much, my dude!!!
Ohhhhh, I got carried away. . ā¦oopsie
I might grow a couple Runtz too.
And I got a panty hamster!!!
Well, yes I do!!!
Iāll prob change my mind several times, except Slapz is fer sure! Theyāve been burning a hole in my seed collection!
Last Summer, I guess I put some seedlings outside too early ā they went right into flower. The days were long, they should have been in veg. The fems didnāt do it, just the regulars.
Anyway, Iāll have to figure out this timing.
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No, Iāll have to go find it!!
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Hey ho cuppa Joe afro rainbow snow and blow ā¦ What it is doll, totally super neat to hear from ya. I have a concessionā¦ Confession Grrrr I aināt growing that much neither right now. I got 4 autos outside like 2 weeks and Iām not really paying em much attention. I did transplant one yesterday so a little attention I guess. So how are ya feelingā¦ loosy Goosy or snorey bory? Better yet how is the husbandā¦ poor guy! Letās give props to a hero right! He did a good job taking care of you when you was feeling blue? Did you smoke at all for symptoms? My mom goes back to work Januaryā¦ so her recovery is gonna be about 16 months in all.
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